I was baptized in the Catholic faith, but my family stops practicing the Catholic faith when I was a child. I am now 31 years old and have recently returned to the church.Five years ago, after having two wonderful children, my wife and I agreed that it was in our best interest that I had a vasectomy. I did this without feelings of guilt or the slightest notion that I was doing anything wrong.
When I returned to the church almost a year ago, I thought that it was OK that I didn't agree with the Church's teachings about contraception, after all, "everbody" does it these days. In the past couple of months, I have done a lot of reading and thinking (and praying) and I finally realize the reasons for the Church's opposition to contraception and I fully embrace them. Much of my change of heart came about due to material I read on your website (thank you!).
I have not yet confessed this sin, though I go to confession about one a month. I will do this soon, but I would like to know if you could tell me what the church will expect from me with regard to rectifying the situation. If it were a matter of throwing away the condoms or having my wife stop taking the pill, this would be easy. Is it sufficient that I confess and repent having the surgery? If I don't have the surgery reversed would
having sexual relations with my wife be sinful?Actually, my wife and I are currently abstaining because we do not have a sacramental marriage, so there are lots of unusual issues regarding our relationship other than contraception. We plan on being married in the church soon.
Any advice or words of encouragement?
J.